At what cost are we willing to sacrifice our own well being and happiness? Everyone reading this can connect somehow to this question and ask yourself "what cost"? Well this is the question of my life right now. I pride myself in the way I have lived my life not willing to do something I know will make me unhappy or stressed (for long periods of time) and that I know are just down right bad for me. I have been criticized for it and I understand that many people believe that we need to just suck it up, that is life and go on living. I do not think that and believe I can control my sense of well being by controlling the factors in my life.
I am dealing with alot of situations or behaviours I 100% don't agree with and am finding this is enough to make me unsteady, stressed and not happy in my decisions. My instinct is to get the hell out and search for that happiness but the voices, the many voices I have heard over the years are telling me to give it more time, your expectations are too high, you are a quitter etc etc etc. But disrespectful, rude and just completely unprofessional behaviours is something I can not tolerate and will not welcome into my life no matter how much I am getting paid.
So I sit here telling all you about it hoping to find some sort of answer in my thoughts and writings. The stupidest part of it all is I already know the answer and I already know what I am going to do and thanks to the support of Cameron I know I will be ok, making the right decisions, and in the end will find that happiness that we are all searching for.
My safari guide costume...soo fun
me and mommy Emily
My nephew Behailu... cant wait till he gets back to Canada
